The question at hand...

If you fall for someone at first sight and don't have the guts to tell them, then they leave for the military. At first you are a mix of emotions...happy that they are going somewhere and doing something with their life, sad because you don't know when the next time you will see them will be, scared that they might get hurt or worse...love re-feeling what you felt that first day and every emotion you have felt towards them since, and realization  that you may never get a chance with them. And as that last emotion hits you your mind tells you to break and that your not strong enough to hold back what you're feeling. But your heart, your heart tells you, you can and so, you do. Then just as that car pulls away it all just comes out the tears, the sobs, the heartache, all of it.......About a year later you talk to them and find they have loved you as well then all of the feelings rush back in and take over your entire soul the only question is the question at hand... Do I say screw it all and sacrifice for love? Or do I stay in the dark and act like what we share means nothing?

what if it was all a dream?

Have you ever stopped and thought about the things around you? the possibility that its all one big figment of our imaginations. that one day we'll wake up and everything we knew was no longer there. that we are all living in a world we've created to escape the loneliness of being all that existed? we don't think of life that way but im sure if we did we'd be a lot more grateful for all the things we have. I bet there are a lot of people who would never take anything for granted again. Even the worst things we've experienced couldn't be worse than forever being alone. Maybe sometimes life has to be unfair to keep the journey interesting. To make us want to continue dreaming. Maybe it's not happiness we are supposed to find, maybe it's not love maybe the journey of life is just the pursuit of it all....